What and Why...

This is my first entry on this place even though i have been posting on my other blog regarding this...

I want to start of with what the expert consider being a cuter means...

Self-harm (SH), also referred to as self-injury (SI), self-inflicted violence (SIV), Non-Suicidal Self Injury (NSSI) or self-injurious behavior (SIB), refers to a spectrum of behaviors where demonstrable injury is self-inflicted. The most common form of self-harm involves cutting of the skin using a sharp object, e. g. a knife or razor blade. The term self-mutilation is also sometimes used, although this phrase evokes connotations that some find worrisome, inaccurate, or offensive.

Self-harm in such individuals may not be associated with suicidal or para suicidal behaviour. People who self-harm are not usually seeking to end their own life; it has been suggested instead that they are using self-harm as a coping mechanism to relieve emotional pain or discomfort or as an attempt to communicate distress.Alternatively, interpretations based on the supposed lethality of a self-harm may not give clear indications as to its intent: life risking behaviour may have no suicidal intent, whilst seemingly superficial cuts may have been a suicide attempt.

Now, why do i cut?

Because sometimes u feel so much pain inside and its all bottled up inside and the only way i can let it out is by cutting. The way my skin tickles, how its an immediate release, i get high on the feeling, when i see my blood flowing from the cut, i get a sensation of pure bliss.

I dont particularly promote self harming, i do believe is something that slowly kills u inside and when u get used to the pain and just extend ur own limits. I have sat on the floor just watching how the blood drips and becomes a small puddle under me, i like it and i know its wrong.