I'm such a freak, I smile when I think of suicide. Cause for a few seconds my mind knows what that would mean, no more pain, no more disappointing people, no more anything. Just a black hole where u can't feel shit, not a worry, is like death whispers a lullaby...
Being a freak is something good. As someone who has struggled since childhood to fit in and be like others, as someone who thinks of herself as a weird freak who will never find her place, I can tell you you can turn it into something good.. Im not gonna tell you the cheesy "things get better" its not magic, I know is not easy, I mean, Im 22 already and I still feel like the loner who gets left out and I still haven't found that person the people call "best friend" but when I get sad about this I remember that not being like everyone else is good and it makes me happy being this way because it will help me achieve greatness someday.. Just try to think of someone successful or famous (in the area of your choice) are they normal?
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